I hurt someone I love...my best friend in the whole wide world.
My heart aches.
The daughter is having surgery today...in a few hours.
My mother is having a biopsy tomorrow to see if the breast cancer she had 14 years ago has returned.
Someone I love's daughter is battling against an ugly lie with her life.
My head is spinning...my life feels out of control right now.
Right now, all I can worry about is the daughter...after her surgery and whatever the doctor says, then I can worry about the rest...
I know God is in control. I believe His hand is on my life, and I know that many others have been praying and will be praying today. For her. She will be fine. I have to believe that everything will be fine. I am trying to learn to take my own advice and hand it ALL over to my Father, my God, who is by my side through every tough situation. I have always believed in the power of prayer. I have felt it myself. I know God is real, and He is in control. I am His. I am His prodigal daughter, making my way back, sorry and ashamed.